2011 RECAP.

I need to write because I’m bored and restless. none of this will probably make sense.

A lot has happened in 2010. I made amazing friends, I lost friends, I loved, I unloved ya.

- I love the people I met in 2010. One girl helped me a lot, and now that we arent friends I don’t REGRET being there for you. You can only give so much, right? The other people that helped me after that I know will be in my life forever. We cry together, we work together, we party together. I love them so much.

- To the boy I spent my last 3 years playing this together not together game with. I love you but it just isnt going to happen. We don’t live near eachother. I am not getting married. I am not having this heartache of not being able to see you.

- School. I think school was a pick me up from a depression I was in, I needed something to do, and makeup just opened doors for other things I want to do. When I’m going to get them done, I don’t know. But I kind of have direction about where I want my life to go. I’m only 21. So its fine.. right?

- My recent manfriend. I kind of hate you. this is going to get my on A-WHOLE-NOTHER rant. I do not need you. I think its the rejection that attracts me to you. I will not go into 2012 being held by your little string.

2012 - I need to move (literally.. my grandparents have given me 2 months.) I need to make and save money. And I need to realize I don’t need to be inlove, but I really do want cuddles, and someone cute to have cute time with. If you dress like the man below, extra swag points.

wah. I include a picture because I know some people just like visuals.